
whiteRAbbbz
Ahshï
I lived through another pair of underwear Little me knew that I’d still be here Is it weird the number of times I’ve changed my hair Because I'm a kid, but it’s been a year When the words reach my throat it’s hard to swallow Because I know that I’ll miss it If I begged you to stay, time would still have it’s way of winning I dyed my hair just like a bumble bee Like the one dad had land on his finger, he taught me to pet it Now I've made some mistakes and accidentally got a little thinner September's longer, October's worse I think it’s dangerous I recognize it by the smell As I know what I’ll be missing My heart might need a sling, it can’t carry itself it’s heavy When you unwrap it White rabbit My eyes they’re swelling White rabbit white rabbit white rabbit When you unwrap it White rabbit Give me another year, I’ll go back and laugh at it White rabbit white rabbit white rabbit

backseat driving
Ahshï
I just wanna hide my feelings In someone different I lay in off white linen While life unbuttons I just wanna tall distraction To stop my thinking What if I’m twenty something And still a burden Cause I don’t, I won’t help myself If I don’t, I won’t get some help I’m falling asleep in the back of your car You can’t take me home I don’t know where we are Red eyes on the road When the driving gets hard We’ll pull over here and make love your car I can’t map out my feelings My words go all different directions When I’m backseat driving I’m backseat driving Your ratty old car I can still hear it start (in my head) my safety blanket Like my mom as a kid Cause I don’t, I won’t help myself If I don’t, I won’t get some help I’m falling asleep in the back of your car You can’t take me home I don’t know where we are Red eyes on the road When the driving gets hard We’ll pull over here and make love your car I can’t map out my feelings My words go all different directions When I’m backseat driving I’m backseat driving When I’m backseat driving I’m backseat driving

heart shaped
Ahshï
Please don’t come around my house anymore I won’t know what to do ‘Cause it’s different The you in my head Versus the you I share the bed with I guess I’m stupid I let you do that to me You’re always angry at me But I’ll wait for you I’ll wait for you I know why I haven’t called But why haven’t you That’s not what real love do You’re my favourite shade of blue My blue boy But you’re not in love with me No your pupils don’t dilate They’re just heart shaped I know it’s a problem That you don’t care You don’t want to talk to me Is it better for a little bit Than never there Just a little bit Even if it hurts I know why I haven’t called But why haven’t you That’s not what real love do You’re my favourite shade of blue My blue boy But you’re not in love with me Why haven’t you? That’s not what real love do You were my favourite shade of blue Blue boy But you’re not in love with me You’re not in love with me You’re not in love with me You’re just heart shaped

too late
Ahshï
If you still want to Try for a second time I would keep you locked inside my mind You gave me patience I never gave it back Held you in circles I’m not okay with that I’m not okay with how things went Down like a drowning sunset Falling off my face Flowers you left on my doorstep Swept out with the rain What does it matter if after I feel the same Too late Went dark for hours You didn’t say a word I don’t deserve to tell you how it hurts Cuz you seem okay with how things went But I’m not okay, I’m willing to say I’ve been Down like a drowning sunset Falling off my face Flowers you left on my doorstep Swept out with the rain What does it matter if after I feel the same Too late Too late Cuz you seem okay with how things went But I’m not okay, I’m willing to say I am Too late Just too late